I was in a shop this morning and heard this song (an oldie from Frank Sinatra, "I did it my way") on the loudspeakers. We don't do things "our way" in real life, do we? And we end up with more than a few regrets, sad to say. But if you lived your life with the ultimate goal of having no regrets at the end, you'd be stuck in the starting gate, so to speak. No one has a handbook for an error-less passage through life, including those who claim the Bible is such a roadmap.
So much for philosophy.
I got up Sunday and thought how bright and sunny it looked outside, and then I lifted the window shade and THERE IT WAS!! Snow! 4 inches on April 3rd !! It didn't last too long, it was in the 50s the rest of the day, but it sure spoiled my morning. It's spring, dammit. The stink bugs got the memo, we killed 6 in the house yesterday, so at least some of them are out and about. We have sealed every possible crack and still they find their way in.
I see my doctor tomorrow, where we can discuss my so-called positive urine test for pot. It is impossible to prove a negative. I can swear up and down I don't do pot, but doctor B would have to take it on faith, and he doesn't know me. And users can be most convincing liars and pot is available everywhere, I guess. I don't know how I would find some, but wouldn't it be nice if it were legal? I don't have a problem now, but boy I wish I had some MJ back when I had chemotherapy. I had drugs that vanquished the pain, but the nausea was grim, even using phenergan. And with all of that, I still didn't lose weight. Sigh. Anyway, I plan on telling Dr.B that if he won't give me opioids when my test/tests are positive, then don't. I would rather manage my knee and shoulder pain with OTC drugs than having to pee in a cup every time I see him.
AND I am so glad, once again, that I am not working, or trying for a new job, or dependent on one doctor for all my meds. I have read some sad tales of people losing their job, home, children, everything, from a positive test.
Thought for the day: "Why would I want to delete cookies?!"